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Tuesday, 05 July 2011

  • What goes around comes back around my baby. There was a time I thought that you did everything right, no lies, no wrong. Boy, I must've been outta my mind. So when I think of the time that I almost loved you, you showed your ass and I saw the real you. Thank god you blew it, thank god I dodged the bullet. I'm so over you, so baby good looking out. I wanted you bad. I'm so through with it, cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had. And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had. I bet it sucks to be you right now. So sad, you're hurt. Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care? You don't deserve my tears, I guess that's why they ain't there. I know you want me back. It's time to face the facts, that I'm the one that got away. Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life. Thank god I found the good in goodbye. 



     

Saturday, 21 May 2011

  • See it's burning me to hold on to this, I know this is something I gotta do but that don't mean I want to. What I'm trying to say is that I love you, I just feel like this is coming to an end. And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you. I gotta let it burn. It's gonna burn for me to say this but it's coming from my heart. It's been a long time coming, but we done been fell apart. Really wanna work this out, but I don't think you're gonna change. I do but you don't. Think it's best we go our separate ways. Tell me why I should stay in this relationship. When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby. Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with. I think that you should let it burn. When you're feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to, but you know you gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumping like it used to. Even though this might bruise you. Deep down you know it's the best for yourself but you hate the thought of him being with someone else, but you know that it's over. You know that it was through.

    Sending pages I ain't supposed to, got somebody here but I wan't you cause the feeling ain't the same. Find myself calling him your name. It's the way I feel, I know I made a mistake, now it's too late. I know he ain't coming back. Man I don't know what I'm gonna do without my boo. You've been gone for too long. It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours. I'mma be burning till you return. I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to move on, on the other side I wanna break down and cry.

     

Wednesday, 02 February 2011

  • Shut up stop lying

    "Here's a big screw you to all the calls I waited for, the dates I hoped for, the love I wanted, the tears I cried, and the heart you broke."

    "Tonight I'm gonna move my hips, raise my arms, drink and dance like I've never been stomped on, stepped on, or shut down, I'm gonna go out, party it up, drink it down and never think of you again."

    "You're a fucking idiot. I cared about you so much and would have done anything for you. I counted on you and confided in you. You were the one I turned to when the world went dark. I thought I could trust you. I ignored the signs, the voices telling me you weren't different; you were just like all the rest. I trusted you and you used me."

    "Sometimes you have to make that decision about what is worth fighting for and what isn't worth fixing."

    "Sometimes you have to forget what you feel, and realize what you deserve."

    "Sometimes you've got to let everything go; purge yourself. If you are unhappy with anything, whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it. Because you'll find that when you're free, your true creativity, your true self comes out."

    "Of all goodbyes, the kind which hurts the most, was the one your ears never heard, but your heart knew it is already being said."

    "The scariest thing was we didn't even have to be together for you to break my heart."

    "I'll say my goodbye, and you'll walk away in the way you do. Then we'll both pretend that nothing happened and we never knew each other. Because that's what happens. You find people, and then you lose them. Nothing lasts forever, contrary to popular belief. And it's those goodbyes, the ones you thought you'd never have to say; it's those that hurt the most."

    "I'm letting go. And that is a promise. But as I'm letting go, part of me is going with him."

    "You shouldn't be anyone special to me; you're just another guy, you shouldn't lead me on, especially if it's a lie."

    "One day it's love, the next day it's done. You hurt me too much to be the one."

    "Leave all your love and your longing behind, you can't carry it with you if you want to survive."

     

     

Tuesday, 01 February 2011

  • For some reason, I think about 'our moment' all the time. I know it's bad to be in the past but I'm stuck on it, I'm stuck on you, and I'm stuck on hoping there was an 'us'. And that in general, sucks. I wish that moment would replay over and over again because at that moment, I felt as if anything could happen. My mind was in the clouds but my feet were still on the ground. It was one of those moments I wish would last forever.

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